Suddenly, I feel like I'm a teenager, who naively trusts someone explicitly although she knows that he/she may be competely unreliable, who makes stupid mistakes like talking about the wrong things at the wrong time to the wrong person, who has her piriorities completely messed up.


My life was in equilibrum, and the introduction of some randomm elements and the balance is broken.


Great.


But this is the life of the teenager right?
Hectic,crazy and full of love emotion.


OH ZHI HAO YOU NEED TO TEACH ME HOW TO WORK THE GOD DAMM USB THING!!

GREAT.
There's something wrong with my bloody computer leading me not being able to view ANY youtube videos and play ANY computer games.


Well, I guess it's just me and my sick books then.. and perphaps a little studying?


Sick Books!
Recently there was this MPH book fair at expo the books there were like either $5/$8/$12 depending on the size of the books.
Because of my liking for BIG, FAT fonts, the books I snagged up are mostly $8, BUT it's super worth it!!
$20++ ---> $8/$5


Anyway, I was reading this book titled 'envy'.
Umm..well, it has 3 pages of sexual shit and well, the whole plot is just ...WRONG.
Morally wrong.
But still it's a good book with nice fat fonts. :P



AND Yes!
STUDYING!
YOUR ORAL IS ON THE 10/7 YOU KNOW YANHONG!!


BY FLUKE YOUR ORAL IS NOT ON THRUSDAY AND HERE YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME AWAY?!??!?!


Norty norty.


I should REALLY start clearing my holiday homework..starting from ....today TOMORROW!

Sometimes I wish to be worshipped like a godness, even with the knowledge that some people are just insincerely doing so.

School's reopening tommorrow and about 70% of my homework is undone!
And I still want to go to the book fair?

. .. . ..

I know it seems heartless but I'm guitly too you know??


Things just get so complicated and I fall spirally in.

I was naive, I really didn't mean to do any harm but what's done cannot be undone.


I have so many things to say but I can't spill a single shit because _________.


)(&#(*^(*#&)#

I wasn't aware of the mess I was getting into!
But how the hell can it be MY fault?

I am not a worm that sits in a every guy's head and do nothing but memorise their every action right?


SO HOW WOULD I KNOWW???

I like talking to Sufi!
4 5 hours of babbling non stop!!
11pm to 4am!!!
CRAZZYYYY

:D

I have a SUPER SEXY VOICE NOW

I'm not going to worry, I'm just going to do the best I can.

Today was rather productive!
I managed to complete 1 Paper 1 in like 1.5hrs and spent the rest of the time finishing 2.5 questions of (SS) source based questions.


Tomorrow will be Maths day, I shall stop procrastinating (finally) and complete the bloody Maths papers.


*Looks intelligent and bobs head up and down*


Anyhoo, while I was at Sinyi's place I saw the past three year's year books (which I have lost), and I WAS SO SURPRISED!
I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MUCH PEOPLE'S LOOKS HAVE CHANGED OVER THIS 3 YEAR SPAN!


From innocence to... YOU-WANT-TO-FIGHT-ARH-LOOK.


From fat to.... fatter. (That's me!)


From one-person-standing-alone to... a crowd of people snuggled with you.


Though I often deny, but I will definitely miss Secondary School.


Before I end I would like to say: I'm a freaky cutie with a hot boyfriend who banged a toothbrush because I'm sexy as hell. And Amirah is a Freaky athlete with a sexy smile who banged a bag of weed because I'm gay (oh my =/)

LG veiwty seems to be too complicated for me!
What happened to the good old fashioned slide/flip phones?


Zzz, nevermind, it's damm pretty and that's all that matters!


Anyhoo, I watched ghosts of girlfriends past today!

3.5 stars!
I like the moral of the movie- 'Love is a risk.'


There's no point guarding your heart, a painful experience is better than having no experience at all.


I'm going to embark on the treacherous Maths papers with Sinyi tomorrow~

My purple phone went cukoo again...
Damm, I shall never trust samsung phones!


That's why I bought (well not really bought since no one pain a single cent) LG Viewty in BABY PINK!
Amelia we have the same phone!!!
:D

I finally watched the Jason Mraz live onthe limited edition DVD and words cannot tell you how much he rocks!
:D

After talking a whole lot of shit yesterday, I am COMPLETELY CONVINCED that I am pathetic a total laughing stock.
I'm going to get some sleep, I only got like what 4 hours of sleep after talking crab crap for like 7 hours??!?!??!


Talking crap is an exhausting activity.


I'll do F&N today, promise.

Usually I don't share about my dreams because:

1. They're often really really stupid
2. I forget them once I regain conscious for like what 10 mins?
3. They bore people. Yeap, it's scienctically proven, random images pieced together by your mind rarely makes sense. Although you may reason that you want to share that 'wonderful brainless dream', the way you relate it to your litseners (whoever that is willing or maybe forced to litsen) will really bore them to tears.

But this time, I want to make an exception, don't worry it'll be really short.


Yesterday or maybe today morning, I dreamt that my best friend was Adam Lambert (sp), the American Idol Runner 1st Up.


I don't really remember the exact details but I felt that it was damm awesome.


Come to think of it,
Having a gay as a best friend would be damm cool la?


Someone who would to do all those 'chor lor' stuff that your girl pals strongly oppose doing with you.

Someone who can give a more balanced and more objective opinion standing from a girl and boy perspective - because he knows both sides of the story!

Someone who would and can binge with you when your girl friends swear by their diet.

Someone who is more like my personality?

Someone who you can lie more comfortably on his shoulders without worrying about the consequence.


Wouldn't that be great?

For some apparent reason there is this pang of guilt..


I hate guilt traps.

*Nudge*



*Nudge*



*Nudge*



I did some Maths today!
Where's my roaring aplause?


Ok fine, I should be pulling my socks since I did really badly for my mid year and the O level examinations are just around the corner..


But it's the holiday isn't it?
I will be completing my homework and all the necessary stuff, so I do think this level of laziness is permitted right???


Besides, what difference can a month make?
It's just this bit.


Anyhoo, the it's final that I won't be mugging today or tomorrow.
So goodie-two-shoes, shut up.


Oh by the way,
I'M GOING ON A (SPONSERED) SHOPPING TRIP TOMORROW!!!
KAKAKKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAAKKAKAKAKKAAKAKAKKA


And a very awkward party on Thrusday.. =.=''


Yan Hong ish HARPPIEEY

1. Pet Society is under maintenance... I can't visit my beloved Patrick:(

2. I painted my finger nails bronze and my toe nails navy!

3. Edward (Cullen) and Carlise (Cullen) is sooooooooooooooo hot!

4. I like Alice Cullen!

5. I want to eat meepok!!

6. I'm going to go jogging with my brother.
What?! Don't give me that 'one-eye-brow-arched-up' look. I'm supposed to be an energetic bunny...at least I'm supposed to be one?

7. I'm still on my 'vegetarian' diet. Don't laugh.

8. It's going to be SUPER WEIRD ON THRUSDAY! Ugh...

9. I'm going to go back to school to look for Miss Li/some way to contact Miss Li tomorrow.

10. I have a high EQ, at least that's what the facebook quiz says....I think I should really consider a career inthe pyschology field.
*rubs chin...IN DEEP CONCENTRATION*


THE END.

I repel technology.
Seriously.


I think I should live inthe midst of the wilderness, oh no, I shouldn't because I'll get lost even before I get into my house..


Ugh.


Can someone please tell me how do I get into my e-learning account and obtain my cursed holiday homework?


Yes, I know I'm a computer idiot.
Thank you very much,

Zzz..
There seems to be some problem with the youtube video in the last post.
Nevermind, here's the same video, at least the same content, and another one..(:








YAE!
Eclipse is coming out next year!!!

I'm glad that Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattison are rumored to be dating!
Let the twilight saga spill over to real life!!!!


:D

You think I'm oh-so-noble?
You are so damm wrong.


I am also only human.
For your information, I do get tired solving problem after problem.


I'm not some answer sheet that you buy for like $9.99.
I am only human...

GAH!
I have been so busy for the last four days (including today).
{Legend: * refers to the reading of some randomm books that I am able to get my hands on? Usually it means Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, at least for now? ;)}

Monday
-[CONFRIM HAVE TO RETAKE ]Chinese O Levels (8.30am -12+pm?)
-Paper 1
-Paper 2
-English Mock Exam (2pm-6pm)
-Paper 1
-Paper 2
-Compre + Summary: Poison (8pm-9pm)
*

Tuesday
-Met Alicia and Aisua at 8.10 at Mac for breakfast and to finish yet another comprehension passage cum summary.
-Had short lesson with Miss Ng from 10am to 10.30am?
-Reached home at 11 going 12
-Called Slowpoke to come over to watch Twilight and do work.. (at least the intent was there!)
Slowpoke came at 1+pm. Stayed until 5+pm?
- At night, ___pm, tried to finish F&N, but realised I don't have any files. -.-
*

Wednesday
-Met Amirah at 10am and she studied from 10 to 2+ with occasional breaks?
I did a teeny weeny bit of maths and doodled!
-Sms-ed Choo to send me all the F&N stuff.
- Night, ???pm, checked to see if Mrs Choo really sent the stuff.

(the email, without editting content)

Dear Yan Hong,
All the contents of your thumbdrive. Pls get your work done by dateline. Pls answer my calls.
Best regards
From Mrs Choo

Tee Hee Hee.
*

Thrusday, TODAY
-Woke up at 11 and * till 12?
-Left for tuition at 1.
-Tuition-ed aka did Maths until 3+.
-Reached home at 4 and have been slacking till NOW!


:D